I read your posting and I was touched by your words and emotional description of how you miss your boyfriend.
I was injured back in 1991 at the age of 18 and I'm a C6 SCI guy.
I can relate to wanting to connect with someone on a deeper level. You are not alone in your longing to find that unique connection between 2 people. I myself hope to find that feeling someday as well. To feel that feeling of heaven when your with that person.
I extend a heart felt hug to you. I could not imagine what your feeling regarding your Boyfriend and the pain you must feel losing him, but I want you to know that it is possible to find that feeling once again in someone else.
One trait I try to maintain myself is inner happiness. Being out going and positive has lead me to rediscovering myself and in the process meeting some dear people in my life, some of which have lead to romance.
I think that if you allow yourself to get in the fast lane of life you might be surprise to cross your path with that special person who cuddle with you, kiss you goodnight and keep you warm.
keep in touch,
Hot Wheelz
