Tomorrow, as I've mentioned, I'm running a marathon. For my "physically challenged" body this will be four hours on an elliptical machine. When I've shared this goal with others...I have gotten two general categories of responses. First, are those who are supportive and seem to fiercely jump behind my efforts. Second, and more often, I have received questioning looks. From family and friends I would describe the reaction as one of worry and concern..."Does she really need to be doing that? or "Isn't that a bit extreme?"
Athletically, I think I come across as a purposeful and confident sort. I have felt a little hurt by what can feel like that familiar shield of protection. I have lived with my SCI for 17yrs. I do not mean to sound like a petulant child but I'm quite confident that "I know my body!" I do not see my activity as extreme but as a way to express some remaining core part of my "physical self" that has always been there. Regardless of cause or purpose I would be running The Team Reeve All-Stars marathon tomorrow. It's just my choice or way to express my "self" with what I have left.
okay, I've said my peace for now. I will be back soon to update folks on the results.
A-lo
