Barbara...I'm praying for you. God sees your hurt...He cares. You never stop being a mother even after your children leave the home. You still worry about them...still love them. May Jesus will be done in this situation.
"But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure. It is also peace loving, gentle at all times, and willing to yield to others."
James 3:17(NLB)
Be the kind of woman that when you get up in the morning Satan says..."Oh crap...she's up!!"