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I posted here a while back about the affair I got into. Im nearly to reach my change of life but Im still not there.Im scared now because we were doing the pull out method and he sometimes didnt take out all the way fast enough and Im afraid because it was happening when he was pulling out it may have gotten in. Im not some school girl but I have not even thought about these things in a long time.He told me he likes to do it this way cause of what he sees. I dont want to be more specific Im just afriad that now I will be divorced and pregnant at my age.

I brought up your past posts as I wasn't familiar with your story - still not sure I am as your posts were hard to follow.  Anyway - is this with the mailman?  I got from an earilier post that he was wanting to end the affair to make it right with his wife?... but then an even earlier post you'd said the mailman wasn't married?

I will certainly pray you find clarity and peace in your life (which will only come from God) - but I'm not real sure what you're asking for in this last post?

Take care,

My mind has been scattered. I was confused because he was in a divorce then not in one and on and on and I never really knew and I didnt care because of the addiction I was getting to him.

I was not really asking anything really.