A terrible loss but you did all that you could to support him. In this situtation the pain from your loss is so acute it is hard to find those memories that bring you solace. Talk about him often, with family, friends etc those who can help you to remember all of the wonderful times you shared prior to this illness.
A prayer and a hug to you and your family
Mary Hesdorffer, NP
Medical Liaison, Mesothelioma Foundation